gabriel smith | magnificat
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[timsh8]
During timsh's loopiness, his job producing books was soothing because he didn't have to think too much all day long. His loopiness was further soothed by continuous exposure to the fact of the vast number of books that were produced in braelig and how insignificant his particular book was likely to be. Then one day while he was not thinking a great idea hit him. He would build himself into the book as the character that one of his characters was writing about and lay out in the very book he was writing all the possibilities of what might happen after the book was published. This seemed marvelous to him because he felt that he could somehow negate or prevent the possible negative outcomes of having his book distributed by predicting them explicitly in the book itself. He imagined that the act of describing these negative consequences would neutralize the reality of those consequences, as though fate wouldn't bother to bring something about that had already been conceived and articulated by timsh.

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